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Nicky
07 May 2007 @ 08:31 pm

So...my hard drive has crashed. My own laptop won't even get past setup before its telling me it can't start up properly, and then I end up in an endless loop of restarting, only to be met with another restart request.

My dad builds computers in his spare time, and is a system's analyst at work, so he came over to the house and had a look. He told me we could try getting someone to recover the files, but not to be too hopeful.

So, it seems as if my stuff is gone. All of it. My songs, my pictures...my writing. Thousands of words worth of stories that I'll never get back if the recovery fails. Thousands of words of adoptive!brother J2AU, wincest, jailbait, weecest, witness!protection J2AU...GONE.

I could cry.


That said. For some reason I really feel like reading some het. Any het, as long as its good. Doesn't have to be Supernatural...anybody?

 
 
I feel: gloomy
 
 
Nicky
11 February 2007 @ 04:04 pm
I had a bizarre dream that had loads of people in it (Jared and Jensen included) where I was allowed to wish for a dream car, and Jensen talked me into getting a gold plated Impala (he had one too, but his was stolen). Took us a while to decide which year we wanted, but what with settled with was very pretty and very gold. *g* Then I went somewhere cold and snowy to research animal life there, and we found a bear wearing an apron. After that, someone was kidnapped and to save them I had to spend the whole night on a loose 'big wheel' with the guy who played Boyce in Green Wing. He kept rocking it and made me cry. Then I woke up.

In other news: EPISODE TWO OF SUPERNATURAL TONIGHT! *flails*


In other other news: Never ever will I ever again write 14,000 words of fic just for nobody to end up reading it. *sigh*
 
 
I feel: blank
 
 
Nicky
04 January 2007 @ 12:19 am
How come some people will spend their whole lives fucking everything up? How come some people hurt everybody around them and just can't seem to care? How come its always those people, that the really nice ones fall in love with?


I'll be in the corner if you want me, trying to finish my goddamn fic before I lose my mind.
 
 
I feel: tired